apa yang nak dicari

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

so damm sad.......

i just sitting in front of my pc after playing futsal and suddenly aizat sent me some kind of song lyrics... that lyrics are interesting enough to make me ask him the song's title, after a few lawak bodoh, he give me the title..

lepas tu, aku terus cari lagu tu dalam collection aku, bila dengar je, rasa macam best je lagu ni.. aku bukak youtube search video klip lagu tu, lain dr apa yang aku pikirkan, tp cukup utk bwt aku igt benda2 lama, n bwt aku........

best dow lagu ni, kalau ada pengalaman macam aku, kompom akan dengar tanpa henti... and sediakan tisu banyak2.... tajuk lagu tu, DEMI CINTA by KERISPATIH....

Friday, December 26, 2008

kepada saudari-saudari seagama dengan ku

Baju nipis nampak bayang
Peha gebu saja ditayang
Lebih baik tak pakai baju senang
Dah tentu boleh tunjuk terang-terang

Baju ketat seluar sendat
Pakai tudung just ikat-ikat
Dari mula memang bukan adat
Disudut agama pun gaya tak berkat

Tudung jarang baju nipis
Pakai sikit boleh nampak ‘garis’
Mata orang terbeliak, kita membengis
Bila kena kutuk, kenapa menangis

Lengan pendek blaus gantung
Jeans ketat melekat dipunggung
Jadi orang Islam ni sebenarnya beruntung
Agama tak suruh berbungkus macam pocong

Apa rasanya, kepala bertudung, kain terbelah
Kalau takat rambut orang kurang ghairah
Lain kalau peha gebu atau ternampak lurah
Mata yang memandang boleh keluar darah

Kebaya ketat, kain terbelah
Ikat tudung macam tak sudah
Nak ikut suruhan agama memang tak mudah
Tapi Islam sebenarnya indah

Tutup aurat bukan suruh berselubung
Sampai tak nampak muka dan hidung
Yang faham tuntutan amat beruntung
Taklah bersungut mulut pun muncung

Dah kalau mula minat nak bertudung
Cubalah sesuaikan apa yang disarung
Kalau masih rasa jiwa tu ‘mendung’
Maknanya nafsu tu belum dapat dibendung

Bertudung itu bukan satu paksaan
Ianya lebih kepada keinsafan
Selalunya nafsu masih dikuasai syaitan
Itu la pasal fesyen pun yang bukan-bukan

Asal menutup aurat itu tuntutan
Kalau dianggap susah, tu sebab bosan
Yang ye nya hati tak berkenan
Tu yang berjela-jela mencipta alasan

Menutup aurat satu syariat
Kepada agama kita taat
Hidup berkat pahala berlipat-lipat
Didunia selamat, di akhirat hebat

Friday, December 5, 2008

bulan tak terang

aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu
aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu
aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padaku

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar
ku yakin kau kan berubah

kekasih tak dianggap, kertas band.

best lirik tok, macam pengalaman aku jugak, cuma yang bezanya aku tak dapat bersabar ngn mengalah lagi.. bukan xnak, but just can't take it anymore, dilayan macam patung yang xder perasaan, ikut semua kehendak, walaupun benda salah, last2 aku jugak yang disalahkan.. love just a beautifull but painful memories....

Thursday, December 4, 2008

system medley??

Every time I look in your eyes,
every day I'm watching you die.
All the faults I see in you.
But how? And why?

She's like heroin
Sipping through a little glass
I'm looking for some help
I need someone to save her ass
She wants nothing more
But to be a little whore
He wants nothing less
But to wear a little dress

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day in my life
And if you go, i wanna go with you
And if you die, i wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away

We don't give a damn about your world,
With all your global profits and all your jeweled pearls,
We don't give a damn about your world,
Right now, right now.

Life is a waterfall,
We're one in the river,
And one again after the fall.

Cause we are the ones that want to play,
Always want to go,
But you never want to stay,
And we are the ones that want to choose,
Always want to play,
But you never want to lose

I don't think you trust
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die

Life is but a dream,
Drifting on a stream, a stream,
Consciously it seems,
All of what remains,

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Ronaldo, simply the best

Cristiano Ronaldo has been awarded the prestigious Ballon d’or trophy.

The most coveted individual honour in world football, the award recognises Ronaldo’s outstanding performances over the past 12 months.

"I dreamt of this when I was younger," he said. "It's a great day for me and my family."

The Portuguese winger scored 42 goals last season on the way to domestic and European glory with the Reds and was the resounding favourite to win the trophy.

After France Football’s confirmation in the early hours of Tuesday morning, the 23-year-old joins United legends George Best, Denis Law and Bobby Charlton on the award’s honours roll.

Recent winners include Kaka (AC Milan, 2007), Fabio Cannavaro (Juventus/Real Madrid, 2006) and Ronaldinho (Barcelona, 2005).

Ronny is the 42nd different player to pick up the prize, and the third Portuguese after Eusebio’s victory in 1965 and Figo's win in 2000.

"The Ballon d'or has been won by two great Portuguese players and for me to be part of that history is a great feeling."

Last five winners:

2007 – Kaka
2006 – Fabio Cannavaro
2005 – Ronaldinho
2004 – Andriy Shevchenko
2003 – Pavel Nedved

Other winners from English clubs:

2001 – Michael Owen (Liverpool)
1968 – George Best (United)
1965 – Bobby Charlton (United)
1964 – Denis Law (United)
1956 – Stanley Matthews (Blackpool)

taken from www.manutd.com

Monday, December 1, 2008

fade to black

Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deadly loss this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell i feel
Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now, hes gone
No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now i cant think, think why i should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now i will just say goodbye

fade to black, by metallica.. this one of the songs that i like from my childhood untill now, even though the lyric tell about death, but what wrong with that?? everybody must die someday right..

harder to breathe

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

best jugak lirik ni, boring2 kat unimas, baru seminggu, rasa macam dah bertahun.. huhu.. esok rancang nak pg mandi2 n barbeque kat mokap, tp tgk keadaan jugak la jadi ke tak. sekarang kan musim hujan, so bergantung pada cuaca la. semalam berhujan balik dari warung, basah kuyup, tp berbaloi la, man u menang beb.. hehehe.. chelsea pulak kalah ngn arsenal, (xtgk pun match tu, tido kat meja warung) haha.. harap2 malam ni liverpool pun sama la.. hehe