past and present.......

past favorite........

initially....

"I lifted her head, she looked at me and said, "Hold me darling, just a little while", I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss, I found the love that I knew I had missed, Well now she's gone
Even though I hold her tight, I lost my love, my life, that night"

"Sedangkan kau yang ku sayang, Telah pergi dari ku, Dengan cinta dan harapan hidupku
Oh sayang"

"And I know you're your shining down on me from heaven, Like so many friends we've lost along the way. And I know eventually we'll be together,One sweet day.." 

after that....

"Indah sinar sang suria, Merdu irama sang bayu, Tiada seindah wajahmu, Tiada semerdu suara mu"

"Lying close to you feeling your heart beating, And I'm wondering what you're dreaming, Wondering if it's me you're seeing, Then I kiss your eyes, And thank God we're together, I just want to stay with you in this moment forever, Forever and ever"

"Cinta antara kita, tiada penghalangnya, walau akhir usia, ku menyinta dirimu, ku hanya menunggu mu, menyata kau cintaku, ku kan berjanji, menyintamu syg…."

and then.....

"Cerita cinta anak remaja, Menggauli kidung kasih, Punahkah takut di hati, Terkutuklah bila kita berpisah, Selamanya harus bersama , Buktikan kita bahagia"

"Hati ini selalu memanggil namamu, Dengarlah melatiku, Ku berjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku, Takkan pernah ada yang lain"

"And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your love's always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you."

and now, present favorite.....

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you,
More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and
For you this song I sing

And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinking of

Baby, baby,
Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of,
I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love,
I cherish every hug,
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I ever known, when you smile,
On my face, all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around,
You picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever know,
When you smile my face glows,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known,
When you smile my face glows,
You picked me up when I was down

And I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too
All my life, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

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ciplak...

"I was Cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was Cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do down on me"

cryin by aerosmith

credit to jajajeng

apa ertinya perkataan

 
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close

 best kan lagu ni, nak download, tekan sini


download kat sini

if in love... like them

Scolded

You must always remember to shave...
Don't wear your shirts when wrinkled
And remember--only one cup of coffee per day...

Please begin to smoke less
And avoid spicy and salty foods
Now you, as well, need to start practicing being alone

Just cus I'm gone, don't make drinking a habit
I want you to be the one to take care of yourself
Don't be the pushover that you are
And start speaking up for yourself

Just cus I'm gone, don't be sick and be well
Always take care of your meals and what you eat
Even if it may be annoying and you don't feel like doing it all...
I'm asking you this as a favor.

Don't go to Apgu often
All those pretty girls there make me nervous/jealous
If a girl acts sweet and nice to you
It's all fake and a way to get to you
Don't fall too fast over heels
Cus I'll still be watching you~
CHORUS:
Just cus I'm gone dont make drinking a habit
I want you to be the one to take care of yourself
Don't be the pushover that you are
And start speaking up for yourself

Just cus I'm gone, don't be sick and be well
Always take care of your meals and what you eat
Even if it may be annoying and you don't feel like doing it all...
I'm asking you this as a favor.

I worry most about you who'll be left behind when I go

Up until now, I've only been nagging
Only remember me when I was at my worst
And you must practice erasing me from your mind
I'll tell you one more time
But don't be sick and be well
Always take care of your meals and what you eat
Even if it may be annoying and you don't feel like doing it all...
I'm asking you this as a favor.

Because I leave after only nagging to you...
I'm sorry

apit wanz rizal...cintaku dipermainkan

nice song, good lyric and great voice...
ada banyak lagu2 mmat ni kat tube. xrugi dengar...

Pasti ada jalan nya

andainya kau rasa tak berupaya

hidup sendirian tiada pembela

segalanya suram bagai malam yang kelam

tiada bantuan tiada tujuan

janganlah berputus asa

kerana Allah bersamamu

InsyaAllah InsyaAllah InsyaAllah

ada jalan nya

InsyaAllah InsyaAllah InsyaAllah

ada jalan nya

andainya dosamu berulang lagi

bagai tiada ruang untuk kembali

dikau keliru atas kesilapan lalu

membelenggu hati dan fikiran mu

janganlah berputus asa

kerana Allah bersamamu

InsyaAllah InsyaAllah InsyaAllah

ada jalan nya

InsyaAllah InsyaAllah InsyaAllah

ada jalan nya

Kembalilah kepada yang Esa

Yakin pada nya baca lah doa

Oh ya Allah pimpinlah daku dari tersasar

Tunjuk kan daku jalan yang benar

InsyaAllah ada jalan nya

........... Kalau seberat mana pun ujian, sesakit mana pun penderitaan, sekuat mana pun penyiksaan, jangan berputus asa, Insya Allah ada jalan nya.. Terima kasih Ya Allah...

sofea

Kau ibarat permata di dalam hiasan kaca
Yang tak bisa disentuh
Namun hanya boleh dipandang
Ingin sekali ku sentuh
Ingin jua ku memiliki

Kau selalu membuat hatiku merasa berat
Dan kau yang selalu ada
Saat semua pergi
Bagaimana mungkin
Untuk kau mengerti

Kini telah ku sedari
Mimpiku tak bererti sendiri

Chorus
Andai kau tahu
Apa yang ku mahu
Mahukan dirimu ‘tuk mendekatiku
Dan aku tak bisa memaksa dirimu
Walau dalam tidur
Ku kan menantimu hingga akhir nanti

Kau selalu membuat hatiku merasa berat
Dan kau yang selalu ada
Saat semua pergi
Bagaimana mungkin
Untuk kau mengerti

Kini telah ku sedari
Mimpiku tak bererti sendiri

sofea jane, best gak layan lagu ni time2 demam cmni ni... best....

Terlanjur mencintai mu....

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
Dan tak pernah ku sesali itu
Seluruh jiwa rela ku serahkan
Mengenang janji setiaku

Kumohon jangan jadikan semua ini
Alasan kau menyakitiku
Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

Reff:
Bila rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga

Coba bayangkan kembali
Betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih
Semua telah terjadi



jika kau punya perasaan, pasti kau akan merasa, but i dont think so..

Kerna Ku Sayang Kamu

seandainya kau ada disini denganku

mungkin 'ku tak sendiri

bayanganmu yg selalu menemaniku

hiasi malam sepiku

kuingin bersama dirimu

kutak akan pernah berpaling darimu

walau kini kau jauh dariku

kan slalu kunanti karena kusayang kamu

hati ini selalu memanggil namamu

dengarlah melatiku

kuberjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku

takkan pernah ada yg lain

adakah rindu di hatimu

seperti rindu yg kurasa

sanggupkah kuterus terlena

tanpamu di sisiku

kukan selalu menantimu

lagu dygta, kerna ku sayang kamu, antara lagu yang paling aku suka, sebab aku rasa kena dengan diri aku.. huhuhu

kepada sesiapa yang in long distance relationship tu, salu kan la dengar lagu ni, best, hayatilah lagu ini, semoga masing2 sabar dan setia menunggu, penantian itu sesungguhnya sangat indah jika dihiasi dengan kesetian… adios….

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BEKIKIS BULU BETIS

BUKIT SEMATAN PULAU SUMATERA

GUNUNG SELINDUNG DI KOTA JAWA

DIA ALAI AKU BULIH NGASU PENEMU

BELAJAR PUCHAU LELENGAU SERIBU GUNA

AKU ENDA PEDULI AKU ENDA NGIRA RUGI

SEAGI AKU ENDA PUAS ATI

BIAR AKU AMBIS BEKIKIS BULU BETIS

ENTI NUAN BEDAU NYADI KA BINI

ILA NUAN DARA BARU NUAN NEMU AKU

DUDUK MEUGAU UGAU DI MUA PINTU

ILA NUAN DARA BARU NUAN NEMU DIRI

NURUN TANGGA BELAKANG ENDA MAI GARI

Lagu iban pulak kali ni, hehehe… tapi lagu ni right now means something to me, tambah2 part chorus nya, huhuhu…. In anything we do, (bukan stakat jiwang2 jek k) kita mesti berusaha habis2, bak kata andrewson ngalai tu, biar berkikis bulu betis, sampai camtu skali, jangan baru usaha sket dah nak give up, biar macam2 pun halangan, rejection, heart broken, walau sesakit mana pun, walau semalu mana pun, kita mesti tetap berusaha, dan jangan lupa berserah pada Tuhan gak, (“bila kamu membulatkan tekad, maka berserahlah kepada Allah) sebab semua datang dari dia, yakinla yang dia Maha Penyayang, Dia sayangkan semua makhluk dia, Dan dia sudah tentukan yang terbaik bagi setiap makhluknya, bergantung dengan tahap penerimaan makhluk tu sendiri, kadang kala kita tak menghargai apa yang terbaik utk kita dan masih mengharap sesuatu yang kita Nampak dan sangkakan menarik dan sesuai bagi kita, jangan la bila kita kehilangan baru belajar menghargai apa yang kita dapat, bak kata2 Dr.House, “people don’t get what they deserved, they get what they get”….. adios

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egokah aku

if i were a girl

If I were a girl
even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

have fun with the guys
and flirt with all boys
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a girl
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a boy
I swear I'd be a better girl
I'd listen to him
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause she's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a girl
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that he’ll be faithful,
and believe all the lies i told

If I were a girl
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a boy
I swear I'd be a better girl
I'd listen to him
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause she's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a girl
You don't understand
and you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a boy
Someday you wish you were a better girl
You don't listen to him
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking him for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a girl

so damm sad.......

i just sitting in front of my pc after playing futsal and suddenly aizat sent me some kind of song lyrics... that lyrics are interesting enough to make me ask him the song's title, after a few lawak bodoh, he give me the title..

lepas tu, aku terus cari lagu tu dalam collection aku, bila dengar je, rasa macam best je lagu ni.. aku bukak youtube search video klip lagu tu, lain dr apa yang aku pikirkan, tp cukup utk bwt aku igt benda2 lama, n bwt aku........

best dow lagu ni, kalau ada pengalaman macam aku, kompom akan dengar tanpa henti... and sediakan tisu banyak2.... tajuk lagu tu, DEMI CINTA by KERISPATIH....

bulan tak terang

aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu
aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu
aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padaku

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah

sebagai kekasih yang tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar
ku yakin kau kan berubah

kekasih tak dianggap, kertas band.

best lirik tok, macam pengalaman aku jugak, cuma yang bezanya aku tak dapat bersabar ngn mengalah lagi.. bukan xnak, but just can't take it anymore, dilayan macam patung yang xder perasaan, ikut semua kehendak, walaupun benda salah, last2 aku jugak yang disalahkan.. love just a beautifull but painful memories....

system medley??

Every time I look in your eyes,
every day I'm watching you die.
All the faults I see in you.
But how? And why?

She's like heroin
Sipping through a little glass
I'm looking for some help
I need someone to save her ass
She wants nothing more
But to be a little whore
He wants nothing less
But to wear a little dress

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day in my life
And if you go, i wanna go with you
And if you die, i wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away

We don't give a damn about your world,
With all your global profits and all your jeweled pearls,
We don't give a damn about your world,
Right now, right now.

Life is a waterfall,
We're one in the river,
And one again after the fall.

Cause we are the ones that want to play,
Always want to go,
But you never want to stay,
And we are the ones that want to choose,
Always want to play,
But you never want to lose

I don't think you trust
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In, my, self righteous suicide
I, cry, when angels deserve to die

Life is but a dream,
Drifting on a stream, a stream,
Consciously it seems,
All of what remains,

fade to black

Life it seems will fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deadly loss this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell i feel
Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me but now, hes gone
No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now i cant think, think why i should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now i will just say goodbye

fade to black, by metallica.. this one of the songs that i like from my childhood untill now, even though the lyric tell about death, but what wrong with that?? everybody must die someday right..

harder to breathe

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

best jugak lirik ni, boring2 kat unimas, baru seminggu, rasa macam dah bertahun.. huhu.. esok rancang nak pg mandi2 n barbeque kat mokap, tp tgk keadaan jugak la jadi ke tak. sekarang kan musim hujan, so bergantung pada cuaca la. semalam berhujan balik dari warung, basah kuyup, tp berbaloi la, man u menang beb.. hehehe.. chelsea pulak kalah ngn arsenal, (xtgk pun match tu, tido kat meja warung) haha.. harap2 malam ni liverpool pun sama la.. hehe

words of songs

if you ever watch black blood brothers, you must like the ending ost of this anime, this is the translation of the song.

The secrets in my dreams tell me
About the sorrows that I’ll come across
I must yearn for mercy
Your pained appearance and my greeting
A gaze that was shut as if tired
I don’t wish for anything more than these
The sickened promise is stinking and hidden; I never knew…

A dream that I can’t recover
My memories grew dim
My pains became dull and my heart cracked
My burnt out soul is simply a cooled mountain of ash
My tears are filled with pain, ha…

So tell me… tell me… the reason why…
How can you do this to me…
You break my heart…
And you make me cry…

In the expressionless, final moonlight
Covered in muddied excuses
The warmth that embraced you
Vanished without a trace; You’ll never know…

Within the endless pain
There’s the belated regret that was left behind
And the flowers of love that disappear meaninglessly…

So tell me… tell me… the reason why…
How can you do this to me…
You break my heart…
And you make me cry…